My Golden Retribear

Mar. 3, 2024

I am very sad and hurt. I thought you wouldn't break my heart but you just shattered it into a million pieces. I love you so much but I guess my love isn't enough to make you stay. You have been that one person that I trust completely so it hurts like hell. I'm wondering, why is it so easy for you to let me go? Don't our moments and memories mean something to you? I really thought you were that one for me. I could even see my future with you. I know I will cry everytime I remember how happy you've made me. I will never find someone like you again. As I told you, you were my once in a lifetime. I hope your decision makes you happy. I sincerely wish for that. Honestly, I wished you've made a different decision because I believed we could've been happier together. The least I could do for you is to respect your decision, support and love you from afar until the day that all these feelings will be gone. I am not mad at you. How can I when you've given me the best months of my life? I will never regret meeting you and loving you. With you, you made me feel whole and at home. Now, I don't know how to move on.

For some reason, I'm now starting to doubt love and even fear it. My heart feels like being cut open and squeezed until it runs out of blood. This is scarier than all the horror movies I've seen.

I don't know what will happen to me now but I wish the best things for you.

Sincerely,

Your Mermaid 🧜🏼‍♀️