Unspoken Thoughts

Falling for you was easy. Unloving you was crazy.

It still hurts a bit that you forgot about my birthday. Not that it matters now but I kinda expected that you would remember that little thing about me. However, I want you to know that I don't think of you as much as i used to. I no longer see you in my future and that I've already forgiven you and myself for everything that happened.

Waking up without you seems easier. Remembering our moments don't make me cry anymore. Letting go of you has been difficult but liberating. I've stopped counting the days since you left and it feels so good. Forgetting you seems like a close reality or so I hope. I'm proud to say that I'm making progress.

There are times that I do miss your scent and your swag that it drives me insane. But I never tried to stalk you or send you a message. Because of you, I've developed this incredible sense of self-control to resist the irresistible.

The last time that I was asked about you, I was surprised to find myself answering it head on without stuttering! I felt like I could handle a whole conversation about you with my sanity and my cool intact. I felt powerful.

For whatever it's worth, I don't consider you as a mistake. When I had you, everything felt right and normal. It's like for a second there, you were made for me. You made me really happy. I'll be forever grateful that something beautiful like you happened in my life once upon a time.

You are like a song that was stuck in my head and finally ended. As I sleep tonight, I know that my mind will no longer be filled with thoughts about you. It will be filled with places I want to go to, things I want to learn and adventures I want to have.

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